*Best EID Gift ever*

*Old friends are like rain drops*

Refreshing and Invigorating!

*شکر*

آج میں بھوت خوش ہوں. الله تا'لا نے آج مجھے وہ سب کچھ دے دیا جس کی میں سالو سے دعا کرتی تھی. شکریہ. اے خدا تیرا بھوت بھوت شکریہ. جتنا بھی شکر کروں کم ہے. آج میری ساری فکرات دور ہو گیں ہیں.

*Why did you lie?*

"What season of the year do you like?" Kids ask such easy questions, I think as I look into the little eyes. "I like winter." I reply thinking how easy was that!!! Ready to go on to another easy question, I  leisurely twirl a strand of my hair.
"Why not summer?" hmm thats easy too. "because its too hot." I say. 

"But isn't there even one thing you like about summers?"

"well.....I DO like going back home and also the vacations ofcourse." 

"Aha! so you like summers too." 

"I guess..." now this is a good self revelation.

"and spring and fall?"

"erm.....well...now that I think of it, I DO like the colorul trees in fall and flowers in spring."

"uhum. i knew it!"
  "Knew what?"

"I knew you were lying when you said you like winter!!! Why did you lie?"

"Can we go back to the easy questions?" 

*Nothing I would change*

There is not a single thing I would like to change about my life today. For I just realized that It is perfect as it is, even with its many imperfections.  It's not with money, or perfectly tailored jobs that you find happiness. It is not with husbands with perfectly straight teeth or with children well mannered; also not with untarnished silverware or with a cottage near the sea side. I will tell you where happiness reside. and I will tell you now. It resides in taking a moment to close your eyes and feel wind pass through your hair. It is found in gold that sun scatters everywhere. To the rich and to the poor, the same amount. With a chance of equal happiness should we make the best use of rain and our backyard. It resides everywhere if we look through eyes of a child.Wonder dancing in our eyes, Faith in our decisions, Hoping for the best, Praying to the only One who is able to provide (Allah), and above all Enjoying whatever Allah has given. Being Grateful is the only way to have all the riches in the world.

*First time for everything*

I can't believe it. He talked to me very calmly for the very first time! I guess there is a first time for everything. I am soooo Happy. Finally, things are moving towards betterment. Finally things would be as they should be. 

*This is it*

The campus looks awesome when the weather is cloudy outside. When I look outside my window, I can't help but think, "This is it."  This is what I want to do for the rest of my life. The univ campus is SO beautiful and amazing!!! It reminds me of fairy tales and romantic love stories. =)

* winking cloud *

I promise it was winking!!! Okay - in order to make you understand the whole thing, I should start from the beginning. So there I was, minding my own business....walking as usual to the University Hall to get something to eat when I look up at the sky and there is this cute cloud, blatantly winking at me!!! can you imagine!!!! I was flabbergasted and I think I blushed a little too =)

*New Template*

I was getting awfully tired of the old one. :)

*Yaadein*

Log toh aatay hain, chalay jaatay hain

Dunya ka dastoor yahi

Tum usko magar dhundhalne na do

Uski yaad ka diya pighalne na do

Rakho ge gar yaadon mein ussay

Toh har baat uski ho jayegi amar

Gar jo sochoge usko sham o pahar

Paoge usko tum paas bhar

Magar yaadon mein nami dekho lana nahi

Kisi ki yaad ko gham banana nahi

Yaadein toh khoobsurat hoti hain

Jeenay ki ek tamanna, ek lau hoti hain

Unse muskarahat dekho aa jaane do

Yaadon ko amar tum ho jaane do
-Sana

*Manzil kahiN nahiN*

Manzilain toh daurh aati hain, raasta khula rakhna

Ek band darwaze ki aarh mein khidhki khuli rakhna

Ahat na ho jiske aane ki, aisi cheez hai takdeer

Uski roshni hi uske aane ki aamad battiyati hai

Who roshni bhi toh magar, tabhi chann ke aati hai

Jo band darwaze ki aarh mein, khidhki chuli nazar aati hai
-Sana

**Teenage Romance**

Yes, I want it...... I want a Teenage romance.

Oh to be able to feel someone's arms around me

and know that He feels butterflies too, in his stomach

and He too loves the smell of my fragrance as I do his, Yes!

I want it.... not that I had it when in my teens

Maybe that's why I am still seeking it....believing it....that someday it will....happen so, as i want it

somehow, someone would appear from the dark shadows of doubt and embrace me like Cinderella or kiss me as if I am snow white?

Oh boy, do I want it!

to feel the honey dew drops on my lips as his lips touch mine

I want it, As our breaths run away and we make an orchard with only our hands, and out come butterflies and all the beautiful things that can, I want it.

Magic made by his hands as he take a strand and brush it away from my eyes and my eyes twinkle

in this romance and I live!  after a thousand deaths as he says my name with that love in his voice and I swing around and meet him half way, on an old rusted bridge,  as if two lovers meeting at the end of  a fairytale, I want it!

Yes, I want it......that Teenage romance...

-Sana

**Join hands with me; let's walk towards a lighter heart**

There was a game we used to play in my Sunday school at the Mosque. It went something like this: You state something you hate about your life (if has to be something you really really hate or regret) and then you add "Allhumdullilah" and then state something that you have instead of that bad thing.

Let's create some positive energy; I will start. 

I HATE living so far away from Ammi jaan, but Allhudullilah, i know she is right there when i need her, only one phone call away.

Your turn!

*I am the bestest sister in the world! *

Just when u think life is so bland, you are reminded of how colorful it really is, if you just open ur eyes...... :) I love you, my Yummy!

11:24

Innocent Pari

hmmm

awwwwwwwwwww cute

11:26

Sana

:)

11:26

Innocent Pari

http://funmail.com/publish/new?search_result_id=6075272

this is 4 u

11:28

Sana

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

thats beautiful!

11:27

Innocent Pari

heheheh

ap se zyaada nai hai

11:28

Sana

hehehehe

Innocent Pari
11:28
heeheheh 

(giggling is a genetic disorder that runs in my family from my mother's side)

Yay!!!! Vacations!!!

Oh how shall I spend thee, my love, let me count the ways......

*Amazing sight*

While walking towards the university today, A tree was so kind as to shower me with its leaves lovingly! It was like something out of a romance movie. As soon as I stepped under it, these yellow and orange leaves started falling all over me as the wind gushed by. It was an amazing feeling!!!! I am gonna be smiling all day today :) and if you see me smile, you know the reason behind it.

It seems as if the nature is also pitching in for my plan of a happier blog!

*peace*

Breathe in.......breathe out

*titli, khwaab, main aur aaj*

Ek rang birangi titli ke jaisa

Hai mera Khwaab.... aur kuch bhi nahi

Bachpann mein jaise nanhe haathon se

usko paana chahti thi main

Aaj bhi waise haath badhaya

bachpann ke jaise, aankhon ko meecha

Dua bhi ki thi hazaar....magar

titli toh panchi jaisi hai, aur khwaab?

woh bhi toh panchi jaisa hai...

udhte rehna kaam dono ka....

Asha karna bas mera kaam

*Lone Wolf*

"Well, in wolf pack, we are all jerks. But when you see a lone wolf. You see his sweet side."

*Life*